today.
Yesterday I thought that it scares me when people know me too well.
Today I think that I like when people know me really well.
It is always better to feel understood by someone.
We are seeking to reach out and touch someone; no matter how much we may deny it or refuse to accept it.
Today I also think that I love real people. This is a world of illusions and I see that there is only a slight few who don't parade a false story. They are real. Cut to the bone. Right off the bat real people. These are the sort that I am most attracted to. But then again we are all guilty of some falsehood in one way or another. If we care enough about something we will do what ever means necessary to accomidate that desire. Even the most real people would become fake for a certain desire.
I had to dissect a fetal pig today. I don't think you can imagine how unnatural I felt during the whole process.
Someone made me feel really beautiful today. Not the sort of beautiful that anyone can make you feel but a deeper beauty. I really want to thank them for that.
I just hope everyone can take a look at their lives and realize how lucky they are to be where they are with who they are there with. Even if you are alone...you are lucky to be you.