"I'd like to make myself believe, that planet earth spins slowly."-Owl City
It's amusing to see "last updated 63 weeks ago" considering 52 weeks makes a year. Amazing that I am still here when it was just over a year ago that I almost committed suicide and have the mark on my arm to live with. It's fading now but will forever be there even if no one can see it but me. Nothing is ever what it seems in this world. The person you are supposed to love may not be the one for you and mistakes can be made. Cheating, lies, alcohol, all things that ruin things in relationships and no, it was not I. I am still married but separated.
I am infatuated with a wonderful young man at the moment but I feel there is barely a chance for me because I am married. I understand his fears...They are the same ones my last boyfriend had but that's not why we broke up. That boy and I broke up because he was too immature and never had a job the entire year we dated. He wanted a future with me but I just couldn't see one no matter how hard I tried to imagine it. I'm not sure what to do, any advice?
My best friend lives in Canada and we have never met. Her name is Corinne and we talk everyday all through texts most of the day. Sometimes we send messages on Facebook. I would like to meet this girl who has changed my life for the better. She has been there for me without actually being here when I was so alone..When I felt I had no one she kept me alive. We are trying to plan a Christmas meet.
I now live at Kerri's house, she is wonderful. She is there for me without speaking, as if she knows sometimes that I just want someone to sit next to and not talk. Amazing woman.
I believe that is all for now, I'll try to update each week or at least a few times a week, it helps to clear my head to type or write everything down. Makes sleep easier. Goodnight world.
<3 Ashetan
I am infatuated with a wonderful young man at the moment but I feel there is barely a chance for me because I am married. I understand his fears...They are the same ones my last boyfriend had but that's not why we broke up. That boy and I broke up because he was too immature and never had a job the entire year we dated. He wanted a future with me but I just couldn't see one no matter how hard I tried to imagine it. I'm not sure what to do, any advice?
My best friend lives in Canada and we have never met. Her name is Corinne and we talk everyday all through texts most of the day. Sometimes we send messages on Facebook. I would like to meet this girl who has changed my life for the better. She has been there for me without actually being here when I was so alone..When I felt I had no one she kept me alive. We are trying to plan a Christmas meet.
I now live at Kerri's house, she is wonderful. She is there for me without speaking, as if she knows sometimes that I just want someone to sit next to and not talk. Amazing woman.
I believe that is all for now, I'll try to update each week or at least a few times a week, it helps to clear my head to type or write everything down. Makes sleep easier. Goodnight world.
<3 Ashetan