Hello old friend
I could have sworn I deleted this journal. It’s nice to know it’s still here after all these years what with everything going on in my life right now. I like being able to look back at when I was “normal” (for me) because I don’t know right now if I’ll ever get back to that place. Anyway here’s what I wrote on my now defunct “new” journal:
I don’t know why I decided to make a new journal after I deleted mine two years ago but here we are. I’m thinking that it will help me sort through everything I’ve been going through lately. Especially since I won’t get distracted making friends on here because no one uses livejournal anymore anyway.
My life has changed so much since I had my surgery on July 6th. Ever since then, my leg hasn’t straightened out which means I can’t put my leg flat on the ground unless I’m sitting. Tomorrow I have a meeting with a doctor to see if they can do something about it. I hope they can because I am really tired of having someone with me all the time....
I need to quit smoking pot so much. I think it’s effecting my conversation skills. I want to talk but I can’t and that is driving me nuts... maybe I’ll get better on my own if I quit smoking for a While.. we’ll see; it probably won’t happen.
I don’t know why I decided to make a new journal after I deleted mine two years ago but here we are. I’m thinking that it will help me sort through everything I’ve been going through lately. Especially since I won’t get distracted making friends on here because no one uses livejournal anymore anyway.
My life has changed so much since I had my surgery on July 6th. Ever since then, my leg hasn’t straightened out which means I can’t put my leg flat on the ground unless I’m sitting. Tomorrow I have a meeting with a doctor to see if they can do something about it. I hope they can because I am really tired of having someone with me all the time....
I need to quit smoking pot so much. I think it’s effecting my conversation skills. I want to talk but I can’t and that is driving me nuts... maybe I’ll get better on my own if I quit smoking for a While.. we’ll see; it probably won’t happen.