Jan 28, 2004 22:26
Today was a rather odd day. I got up and went to school with so much on my mind. One minute it's like I know what I want, then the next its the complete opposite. I got a text today from Naioob that kinda just made everything even more complicated. But whatever. Anyways so today I jammed with Carl for a bit then headed over to Hollie's for some chill time. She has the cutest little bro, haha me and him are pals now. Anyways after leaving there I came home, and now here I sit. I really don't know what I want anymore, as I keep shifting back and forth, clueless like some emotional bouncy ball. It's so ironic that what I was so scared of happening to me before, is happening not to me but instead to who i thought who do it to me, and i'm the one bringing it on.