getting ready to leave again.
i am getting ready to pack up and leave for the north. i am in the middle with my feelings. i know it will be a great learning experience, but part of me, just wants to hang out and not really do much of anything this whole summer.
i am ready to see it here, but i am not prepared, and of course i am going through the usual denial questions: 'what if i do a bad job?' 'what if i'm under-qualified?' 'how am i going to handle this?' the key here is to let the Spirit lead, i did feel a nudge to do this, so i must go into it knowing that if God be for me, who can be against me?
i am looking forward to next semester as well, it's the beginning of the end for me undergrad-wise and it is a very exciting feeling. i have done quite well in my classes thus far at bcf, and even when i thought i was going to pull my hair out, i didn't, and his grace was sufficient for me.
the future? who even knows it? i am glad that i don't have to worry about it, i just need to be in tune to making the right decisions that will honor God in the end. sometimes, i forget that it's not about me.
well, bye.
i am ready to see it here, but i am not prepared, and of course i am going through the usual denial questions: 'what if i do a bad job?' 'what if i'm under-qualified?' 'how am i going to handle this?' the key here is to let the Spirit lead, i did feel a nudge to do this, so i must go into it knowing that if God be for me, who can be against me?
i am looking forward to next semester as well, it's the beginning of the end for me undergrad-wise and it is a very exciting feeling. i have done quite well in my classes thus far at bcf, and even when i thought i was going to pull my hair out, i didn't, and his grace was sufficient for me.
the future? who even knows it? i am glad that i don't have to worry about it, i just need to be in tune to making the right decisions that will honor God in the end. sometimes, i forget that it's not about me.
well, bye.