May 14, 2006 00:40
my heart is heavy right now. there is so much garbage in this world. so many people who have just purchased the "fire insurance", they still live in immorality, drunkenness, etc.
WHY ARE YOU SO AFRAID TO BE REAL AND TO ADMIT THAT WE'RE SINNERS!
why are we so caught up in ourselves that we begin and continue sexually immoral relationships? why do we feel like it's ok to be completely drunk and then don our "Jesus junk" and put on our "super christian suit"? why do we condone drugs, even if they "aren't so bad." i am SICK of it. WE were not made for this.
why do we see the need to fill our lives with things that will not matter? why have we not fled our youthful lusts.
if you answer, i am not looking for a "well, satan is behind all of this," or "because it's fun." EVEN JESUS WAS TEMPTED! it comes down to choice. i am not looking for a churchy answer.
i want you to know the truth.