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I had a dream about the Academy last night.
It was last semester of senior year and I had to pick classes. I ended up in Calc C with Gevirtz for the third time by accident(I took it only once IRL though I did get a pity C). I remember telling Adam Taylor that I could help him with derivatives but I was shit when it came to integrals.
Then I finally got to choose a class. I wanted to take a lit class with the female Dr. Smith. She told me a list of authors that they were going to read in the class. Then I lied to Dr. Smith by telling her that I had already read a lot of the authors when really I had only heard of one of them (Henry James).
Then I woke up!
Why would I lie in my dreams? I mean I know that I lie in real life. Everyone does about small shit. But have I come so far to do in while not even awake? And more importantly, why is the Academy still haunting me. Every 3 months or so I have a dream about it. Sometimes I am still a junior or senior, and other times I have to go back as an adult because it turns out I was one credit short of graduating. I don't dream about being in college or at my other high school. Guess it's just something about that crazy place.
It was last semester of senior year and I had to pick classes. I ended up in Calc C with Gevirtz for the third time by accident(I took it only once IRL though I did get a pity C). I remember telling Adam Taylor that I could help him with derivatives but I was shit when it came to integrals.
Then I finally got to choose a class. I wanted to take a lit class with the female Dr. Smith. She told me a list of authors that they were going to read in the class. Then I lied to Dr. Smith by telling her that I had already read a lot of the authors when really I had only heard of one of them (Henry James).
Then I woke up!
Why would I lie in my dreams? I mean I know that I lie in real life. Everyone does about small shit. But have I come so far to do in while not even awake? And more importantly, why is the Academy still haunting me. Every 3 months or so I have a dream about it. Sometimes I am still a junior or senior, and other times I have to go back as an adult because it turns out I was one credit short of graduating. I don't dream about being in college or at my other high school. Guess it's just something about that crazy place.