Oh wow.

[thesporkruler]

I talked to josh. and well. I forgave him. We discussed our points of the thing and Basically what he told me was that he thought that i wasnt interested in him anymore because i hadnt called him in forever so he had sex with Whitney. And that if he knew I still had feelings for him that he would've never done that with her. and that he meant what he said about him liking me and stuff....and then he asked me why i didnt let him know that i like him a lot......and this is what i told him....I didnt tell him because he makes me super nervous and i dont know what to say when hes around. And then i told him that it seemed like he didnt care about me.....well. and so now. i talk to him now. but its not like it used to be. He used to hang out with me at lunch and he used to always be with me and now i only see him like 4 per and 5 min during lunch. Its really sad because i really care about him.....BUT THE GREATEST THING EVER. my friend Andra saw him with Whitney she like runs up to him jumps up on him and smacks him on the face with his newspaper and then he gets mad and we both just sit there play fighting with him.....(Whitney left after giving us a dirty look, puffing, and walking away.."thats right walk away"....)yeah. it was fun.

<3 Meghann