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Alright so basically I'm tired, bored, and sunburned right now and im not really feeling the love. So I'll start with yesterday.
i woke up around 7-ish and i was tired, and i really didnt want to get up that early. but ya i still woke up, wiped the drool that was running down my chin, and ran upstairs to brush my teeth and wash my face. I just decided to get picked up in my PJs because it didnt seem worth my time to get dressed. As i was walking down the hallway Nathan's room was the last door on the left. i just wanted to climb in bed with him and just sleep forever. but i didnt.....So instead i grabbed my piece of shit stuff and ran downstais. I must've not have heard him come downstairs because he was on the couch reading the newspaper. So my heart told me to go lay down on the couch and snuggle with him but I DIDNT...i decided to go on the Love seat and sleep. Two seconds later i decided it was impossible to sleep with him watching me because one)it makes me seriously nervous(one time i was drinking some water that Chris Moore had offered me and like when i was drinking Nathan and him were staring at me and like i stopped drinking and looked at them finally Chris blurted out "That's how you drink? You drink funny" Later Nathan told me that i didnt drink wierdly but he just liked to watch me do things and he didnt know why Chris was watching me too) second) my mind starts whirling and all i can think about is him, so i cant do anything. Has that ever happened to anybody? Cause it happens to me all the time. Alright so after deciding it was impossible to sleep i just stared at him, well watched him, and i realized that he was sick. I didnt think about it the night earlier because well just because. Well the night earlier i remember getting worried about him becuase he was really coughing loudly and i could hear him all the way downstairs. Finally, my mom picked me up to watch my little brother's while they went to Knott's Berry Farm.(only reason why i agreed to was they offered to take me to Disneyland with a friend...hmm....disneyland or Knott's Berry Farm?....DISNEYLAND!) Ok so i ended up watching 6 movies just to pass the night away, but like the best movie i watched that night was "Ghost" with Patrick Swayze and Demi Moore. One of the best movies in the universe. So like at about 12 Pm my family got home but i stayed up to 1 Am to finish "Ghost"
TODAY
hmm...woke up at like 11-ish. and well kinda hopped downstairs...I was uber hungry and i needed some real food and not the junk food i ate all yesterday. So...i popped in two Hot Pockets(real nutritious, i know) And so i started to watch those snobby kids on "Sweet 16" on MTV. That show is a waste of time honestly. All those kids are like "OH NO! my $10,000 dress is not the color that i thought it was i think im going to die" It gets so annoying and like this snobby rich girl was making fun of this girl that got her jewelry at Target for under $5. WHATS WRONG WITH THAT? holy hell whats wrong with that? So at 1 Pm i realized that i had to go to the beach for a hike with my church at about 2 so i hopped in the shower, and yea after that i wanted to feel like a princess, well because today was one of those days i wanted to feel pretty just because. So i put on a skirt and then i realized "wait? what? skirt? hike? no" So then i got in my sister's jeans because well i didnt feel like wearing my clothes. honestly. today i didnt feel like being me. So i put on my make up and actually did it really nicely so i went to the church and waited for everybody else, and Peggy told me my shade of lip stick/lip gloss was really good and then she wanted to use my lip stick to use as blush on me and i decided to let her but like it ended up looking like shit. (suprise)So i went in the church and washed it off. and put on my foundation again. fucking retarded. So later i got to the beach and started walking, i tried to talk to these guys and i realized i had chocolate on my face (smooth Meghann, real smooth.)And i was really determined to get their numbers but decided against it because one guy had a tattoo on his back so then i realized that they were probably around 21. not really smart of a 15 year old. So like later on the hike, i totally went on a nudist beach. I counted 41 people and decided that i would come back and play frisbee naked. It was funny how uncomfortable everyone at my church was around naked people. Oh but there was this black guy and he strutted around like he owned the place. and the worst thing about the nudist beach is the fact that fat people were allowed. GROSS. After the hike i had to go through this river to get to the cars and i was really pissed because well it was deep. So i ended up wet to my thighs. After showering off my feet i realized i had the WORST SUN BORN IN THE ENTIRE WORLD ON ONLY ONE SIDE OF ME! ya that basically sucked.
and thats where i leave you off. im going to go listen to Moulin Rouge. <33
i woke up around 7-ish and i was tired, and i really didnt want to get up that early. but ya i still woke up, wiped the drool that was running down my chin, and ran upstairs to brush my teeth and wash my face. I just decided to get picked up in my PJs because it didnt seem worth my time to get dressed. As i was walking down the hallway Nathan's room was the last door on the left. i just wanted to climb in bed with him and just sleep forever. but i didnt.....So instead i grabbed my piece of shit stuff and ran downstais. I must've not have heard him come downstairs because he was on the couch reading the newspaper. So my heart told me to go lay down on the couch and snuggle with him but I DIDNT...i decided to go on the Love seat and sleep. Two seconds later i decided it was impossible to sleep with him watching me because one)it makes me seriously nervous(one time i was drinking some water that Chris Moore had offered me and like when i was drinking Nathan and him were staring at me and like i stopped drinking and looked at them finally Chris blurted out "That's how you drink? You drink funny" Later Nathan told me that i didnt drink wierdly but he just liked to watch me do things and he didnt know why Chris was watching me too) second) my mind starts whirling and all i can think about is him, so i cant do anything. Has that ever happened to anybody? Cause it happens to me all the time. Alright so after deciding it was impossible to sleep i just stared at him, well watched him, and i realized that he was sick. I didnt think about it the night earlier because well just because. Well the night earlier i remember getting worried about him becuase he was really coughing loudly and i could hear him all the way downstairs. Finally, my mom picked me up to watch my little brother's while they went to Knott's Berry Farm.(only reason why i agreed to was they offered to take me to Disneyland with a friend...hmm....disneyland or Knott's Berry Farm?....DISNEYLAND!) Ok so i ended up watching 6 movies just to pass the night away, but like the best movie i watched that night was "Ghost" with Patrick Swayze and Demi Moore. One of the best movies in the universe. So like at about 12 Pm my family got home but i stayed up to 1 Am to finish "Ghost"
TODAY
hmm...woke up at like 11-ish. and well kinda hopped downstairs...I was uber hungry and i needed some real food and not the junk food i ate all yesterday. So...i popped in two Hot Pockets(real nutritious, i know) And so i started to watch those snobby kids on "Sweet 16" on MTV. That show is a waste of time honestly. All those kids are like "OH NO! my $10,000 dress is not the color that i thought it was i think im going to die" It gets so annoying and like this snobby rich girl was making fun of this girl that got her jewelry at Target for under $5. WHATS WRONG WITH THAT? holy hell whats wrong with that? So at 1 Pm i realized that i had to go to the beach for a hike with my church at about 2 so i hopped in the shower, and yea after that i wanted to feel like a princess, well because today was one of those days i wanted to feel pretty just because. So i put on a skirt and then i realized "wait? what? skirt? hike? no" So then i got in my sister's jeans because well i didnt feel like wearing my clothes. honestly. today i didnt feel like being me. So i put on my make up and actually did it really nicely so i went to the church and waited for everybody else, and Peggy told me my shade of lip stick/lip gloss was really good and then she wanted to use my lip stick to use as blush on me and i decided to let her but like it ended up looking like shit. (suprise)So i went in the church and washed it off. and put on my foundation again. fucking retarded. So later i got to the beach and started walking, i tried to talk to these guys and i realized i had chocolate on my face (smooth Meghann, real smooth.)And i was really determined to get their numbers but decided against it because one guy had a tattoo on his back so then i realized that they were probably around 21. not really smart of a 15 year old. So like later on the hike, i totally went on a nudist beach. I counted 41 people and decided that i would come back and play frisbee naked. It was funny how uncomfortable everyone at my church was around naked people. Oh but there was this black guy and he strutted around like he owned the place. and the worst thing about the nudist beach is the fact that fat people were allowed. GROSS. After the hike i had to go through this river to get to the cars and i was really pissed because well it was deep. So i ended up wet to my thighs. After showering off my feet i realized i had the WORST SUN BORN IN THE ENTIRE WORLD ON ONLY ONE SIDE OF ME! ya that basically sucked.
and thats where i leave you off. im going to go listen to Moulin Rouge. <33