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SO basically its one of those days where i really wish Nathan still went to Santana. I missed him so much, today its just unbelievable. Like seeing everyone cuddle with their loved one made me kinda sick. like when Rhawnie and Erik started to kiss and he told her to sleep on him, i just remembered the night me and nathan layed underneath the stars together. and then there was that one day when i spent the night at his house and he woke me up with the sound of his voice. and it made my day better. Im starting to get jealous of all those couples. He is my day and my night and without him i dont know what to do.
Oh yeah and today Demon walked me home and i kinda felt like idk i was betraying Nathan and now i feel bad about it. Rawr, do you guys think i should call Nathan?