"Je M'as"
So like today was kinda an iffy day. Like it wasnt my best but whatever. The highlight of my day was using my pick up line on everyone. twas fun. i told kaila and Amy and got clapped in geography. That was fun cause i didnt expect it. but eh....Actually my pick up line was working. I went up to big will and was like "See, i just made you cum to me with one finger. Imagine what i can do with my entire hand" Then he grabbed my waist, and said "Lets find out" i just kinda was like "AAHHHH!" and ran away to Demon, and Erik.
ya 5 per. got moved. twas sad. and like he moved me where like i wouldnt really talk to anyone. With Alli right behind me its not like im going to just immediatly start talking to her. like friends. actually. do. that would be too weird and akward, and she would probably just stare at me like an idiot. So i pretended to be above the akwardness and talk to Tommy. HE LOST MY CONDOM. RAWR. I gave it to him cause i had another one and he gave me a dollar. And just to clarify IM STILL A VIRGIN. if i wasnt i would give you guys all the details. i promise. im going to wait til im married or at least 17. WHen im 17 I'll do whatever the hell i want.
Oh ya during 7 per. i learned how to dance. Rhawnie (love her. she makes me happy) taught me to tango, and waltz. but i decided to dance with Demon cause i kinda have feelings for him. just cause hes cute.
After school i had to go run 2 miles for Pe make up and like on my 5 lap Rhawnie, Alyssa, Demon, and Melissa, came over and cheered me on. i was happy. so ya. They left when i was on my 7th though. After i finish i went over and like saw Melissa and Demon so i caught up with them and Melissa effing tackled me and now i got grass stains on my pants ( i lover her so much) So demon, melissa and me kinda wrestled in the grass. Then Melissa's dad picked her up so it was just me and Demon, and he took me to Del Taco to get some grub, NEW GUY AT DEL TACO EFFING HOTTTTT! Anyway after that i went home and took a shower.
At Mutual tonight there was like 20 new people there and i hate this girl named JILLIAN. uggh...she's perfect, beautiful, and im jealous. Ya Nathan wrote me a note in French. All i really remember is some of it was "i am going to have sex with you a lot but not right now" "You have me" "you have my heart forever" "im supposed to be doing something else but all i can think about is you" " cause i know Todd Hates me" "i will love you forever" Ya so i had to have him translate it for me because i cant even speak english what makes you think i can speak french? So ya before he left he gave me a kiss, and i got a little embarrassed cause his dad was right THERE. So i shoved him away. then i gave him a hug and he kissed my neck. boys....
SO it seems like i cant talk to my mom without yelling at her. She thinks that Nathan will pass. but hes not. You know why? Cause i effin love him. he makes my cheerleaders do flips. Me and mom got in a fight about him and how im going to fast with him. whatever....i only just like March 6 started to kiss him. She doesnt know that yet. shhh.... She came in screaming at me saying i make poor decisions and that she cant trust a word that comes out of my mouth. So that made my cry now all my notebook paper i was writing on is wet.
and i have to write an essay and i havent done that yet. eekkk
<3 Meghann
ya 5 per. got moved. twas sad. and like he moved me where like i wouldnt really talk to anyone. With Alli right behind me its not like im going to just immediatly start talking to her. like friends. actually. do. that would be too weird and akward, and she would probably just stare at me like an idiot. So i pretended to be above the akwardness and talk to Tommy. HE LOST MY CONDOM. RAWR. I gave it to him cause i had another one and he gave me a dollar. And just to clarify IM STILL A VIRGIN. if i wasnt i would give you guys all the details. i promise. im going to wait til im married or at least 17. WHen im 17 I'll do whatever the hell i want.
Oh ya during 7 per. i learned how to dance. Rhawnie (love her. she makes me happy) taught me to tango, and waltz. but i decided to dance with Demon cause i kinda have feelings for him. just cause hes cute.
After school i had to go run 2 miles for Pe make up and like on my 5 lap Rhawnie, Alyssa, Demon, and Melissa, came over and cheered me on. i was happy. so ya. They left when i was on my 7th though. After i finish i went over and like saw Melissa and Demon so i caught up with them and Melissa effing tackled me and now i got grass stains on my pants ( i lover her so much) So demon, melissa and me kinda wrestled in the grass. Then Melissa's dad picked her up so it was just me and Demon, and he took me to Del Taco to get some grub, NEW GUY AT DEL TACO EFFING HOTTTTT! Anyway after that i went home and took a shower.
At Mutual tonight there was like 20 new people there and i hate this girl named JILLIAN. uggh...she's perfect, beautiful, and im jealous. Ya Nathan wrote me a note in French. All i really remember is some of it was "i am going to have sex with you a lot but not right now" "You have me" "you have my heart forever" "im supposed to be doing something else but all i can think about is you" " cause i know Todd Hates me" "i will love you forever" Ya so i had to have him translate it for me because i cant even speak english what makes you think i can speak french? So ya before he left he gave me a kiss, and i got a little embarrassed cause his dad was right THERE. So i shoved him away. then i gave him a hug and he kissed my neck. boys....
SO it seems like i cant talk to my mom without yelling at her. She thinks that Nathan will pass. but hes not. You know why? Cause i effin love him. he makes my cheerleaders do flips. Me and mom got in a fight about him and how im going to fast with him. whatever....i only just like March 6 started to kiss him. She doesnt know that yet. shhh.... She came in screaming at me saying i make poor decisions and that she cant trust a word that comes out of my mouth. So that made my cry now all my notebook paper i was writing on is wet.
and i have to write an essay and i havent done that yet. eekkk
<3 Meghann