Youre an Idiot and i hate your guts

[thesporkruler]

Last night Nathan and i got in our first fight. It was one of the dumbest conversations of my life like he called me and asked me to sneak out with him and i told him no because i was sick and i didnt want to get in trouble and lose my moms trust again. Then he was just like " Oh so you would sneak out with Melissa but not me" And i just freakin got pissed off and said "THERES A DIFFERENCE, SHE DOESNT WANT TO MAKE-OUT WITH ME" and like we were on the phone for like an hour and it felt like i was talking to myself. Like sure he would answer questions but i could tell he was mad at me. Then like right before he said goodbye he was just like "im going to go cry now just cause i cant see you" ITS LIKE HES TRYING TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD! And i was talking to my mom about it and she just said to tell his mom but like that would be betraying him so im totally confused because i suck at sneaking out and i usually get caught and the last time i snuck out with him my mom made me go and see the leader of our church to "confess my sin" and he wants me to go through that again? ughh it makes me so frustrated. Cause like i was just like "ill see yo on SUnday?" and he just answered " PRobably not" ughh so it sucks because ive never gotten in a serious fight before and i dont think i can handle it.

Meghann