Nov 10, 2005 23:25
Alright so im going to break up with Nathan, just cause im not sure if hes the one or not and plus im only 14 and hes 17 on Wednesday. And its so crazy like how am i supposed to know if i love him if i havent really had a serious relationship with anyone else? but i really dont want to hurt him cause hes one of my best friends and i love him but im not really IN love with him. Get the difference? Like i love him like i love my friends. And so like today i was supposed to talk to him and i like went over to go talk to him and i couldnt bring myself to do it. And it would be lame if i had my friends do it but im so scared to hurt him. Hes already told me that he would go suicidal if i dumped him. Thats like forcing me to stay with him.
Anyways tomorrow at 2 pm me and Rachael are going to go camping. YEAH! its going to be so much fun. Camping and laughing at people and eating candy...This is what i live for.....oh and Bryant crashing down the stairs when he thinks he could do tricks....your only sexy if you know how to skate...like the hott sexy piercings dude...Awesome people...Anyway back to camping, it might rain but i hope not cause that would seriously suck butt. I would probably cry
Kentucky Fried chicken is good.
So like today i got annoyed with my bangs and completely chopped them with scissors. :) Its quite funny actually cause my family thinks i look prettier with my hair all chopped like a bowlhead. Quite ammusing. Andra straightened my hair so like it looked all poofy and stuff. You know? Like those people who dont have straight hair and have to straighten their curly hair and it makes their hair gooo "POOOOFF" . But yea i think i did a good job at cutting my hair but like next time ill leave it to the professional.
Anyways im going to go to sleep, or clean my room whatever i feel like doing
♥ ♥ ♥ Meghann