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The following are ramblings of the sleep-starved. Only read on if you want to read me complaining about stuff.
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. . .so the lock in, it was okay. I felt really awkward because I didn't know a lot of people and everyone was having fun and I just felt intrusive. And you know me, if nobody talks to me I'll stay silent the whole time. There was this girl there that I've spoken to maybe twice in school and she decided to be rude to me the whole night. (What happened to Christian love and acceptance?) We did some activities, mostly religious ones. I didn't feel "moved" at all, really. We listened to hard-core Catholic music that scared Nikole and I a lot. And I was starving untill 10.30. They didn't let me sleep until 2.30 am! And I was woken up at 6 in the morning. Rrrr. :C I missed good old Calvary Lutheran. Nikole and I were grateful they didn't do the foot-washing thing because we don't like touching other peoples' feet. This guy was such an inconsiderate jerk to me while I was supposedly sleeping. He threw a pillow at me and ripped off my blanket while I was sleeping for shits and giggles. He thought I was asleep which is why I think he did it to me and nobody else. Loser. I was kind of surprised that the leaders let the guys sleep in the same room as the girls. It didn't make a difference to me, I slept on the opposite side of the room between Kaitlyn and Nikole. But this guy sought me out nonetheless. And one of my pillows got stolen. I couldn't believe it. Wow. In Mass when eveyone was making the cross symbol I had no idea what to do and I would have felt odd if I had done it. The bake sale was kind of blah. I bought brownies. They really didn't need us to stay. Then I left. Thanks though to Nikole for bringing me :) And today I will spend in hibernation. But it's Palm Sunday which means only a week until Easter :) my favorite holiday..
I stumbled upon this community that's all about being pretty. To feed my vain side, I applied. And to teach me a lesson I suppose, 5/6 people rejected me. I recieved comments like "No, your pictures scare me." Or my favorite, "No, you'll get hotter in a few years." I laughed at that one. So no more vainity communities for me. Even so, self esteem -10 because I got told off for being ugly. :C But hey, maybe they will think you're hotter, try out here. > pure__sex (No, it's not porn or the hormone-charged person's haven, it's just a rating community.) Or just go to laugh at the comments that I got. :D If you get in though, I'll be really happy for you. Okays, so I'm going to go r e l a x now... and get some sleep.