at one o'clock im a liar. and at two a clock you're to blame.
so the past week has been extremely good AND extremely bad.
positives:
* All i,sleepwalker's shows have been great
*4th of july get together was awesome, a lot of my good friends came
Negatives:
*No money
* Lisha is in TN and doesn't have cell phone service so i've only talked to her for like 2 seconds earlier this morning and im not really sure what we talked about. I fucking miss her.
*Dad is constantly on my ass about shit. I can't ever seem to do anything right anymore. I try working as hard as I can while still maintaining the relationships and maintaining a full-time band. This morning while i was asleep he asked me what time i had to work and apparently i told him i didn't. And when work called i told them id be there but they felt it necessary to call my father and tell him about it. It is NOT their place to do that, i would understand if i were some fucking fourteen year old boy. Im nineteen. I'm an adult. Only *I* am responsible for me. So yeah, now dad thinks i lied to him and is all pissed off and has been a total jerk all fucking day. This makes 3 times he's threatened to kick me out of the house.... I try to please so many people all at once and it's seriously taking a toll on my mental health. I feel like people take me for granted, and use me. With the exception of lisha, that is. Something has to turn around quick or I dont know what im going to do.
yes this is me bitching.
yes this is my livejournal.
deal with it.
positives:
* All i,sleepwalker's shows have been great
*4th of july get together was awesome, a lot of my good friends came
Negatives:
*No money
* Lisha is in TN and doesn't have cell phone service so i've only talked to her for like 2 seconds earlier this morning and im not really sure what we talked about. I fucking miss her.
*Dad is constantly on my ass about shit. I can't ever seem to do anything right anymore. I try working as hard as I can while still maintaining the relationships and maintaining a full-time band. This morning while i was asleep he asked me what time i had to work and apparently i told him i didn't. And when work called i told them id be there but they felt it necessary to call my father and tell him about it. It is NOT their place to do that, i would understand if i were some fucking fourteen year old boy. Im nineteen. I'm an adult. Only *I* am responsible for me. So yeah, now dad thinks i lied to him and is all pissed off and has been a total jerk all fucking day. This makes 3 times he's threatened to kick me out of the house.... I try to please so many people all at once and it's seriously taking a toll on my mental health. I feel like people take me for granted, and use me. With the exception of lisha, that is. Something has to turn around quick or I dont know what im going to do.
yes this is me bitching.
yes this is my livejournal.
deal with it.