[013]Reward of truth.
I... really don't know how to say this clearly.
I was so.. worried about how things were going to turn out. I couldn't eat or.. really sleep. But now.. its all for a different reason.
Rude proposed.. the ring is.. very lovely, its beautiful infact. You certainly have good taste Rude, did you pick it out yourself?
I'm so happy right now.. just happy to sit on the couch and look at my ring. I would have never expected it..
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It was truely the strangest thing. I told him. He just.. laughed about it. Well not about all of it. He did warn me that if something was to happen.. he would have to arrest me. He didn't really ask any details or anything. Just warned me to be careful and that he wouldn't say anything to his superiors. It was so.. odd you know!? Though.. he did say a few things that struck me hard. He did say that it would be difficult to make such a difference if we just blew up the weapons plant. Perhaps.. we should go about these things another way? I'm not.. sure. He proposed after I told him about my involvement. He.. said things were going to be rough along the road but.. he wanted to be with me for as long as he could. He wants things to work out between us. I told him that I didn't want to give him regrets and he said he'd never regret being with me.. I just.. I love him so much. We both know that bad things could happen, but it doesn't seem to matter. Maybe thats foolish on both our parts, but we know the truth and I'm so happy I spoke to him.
But besides that.. the wedding.. gods I don't even know how to begin to plan for such a thing. Both of you must be my bridesmaids of course! I.. thought I could have the wedding in the garden? Do you think that would be a good idea? Rude and I don't really have lots of family and friends so.. it would be a very small turn out. Which is fine I want it to be small. My dress!!! What am I going to wear!? I don't know where to buy a wedding dress!? Well I do but.. I have to have you both help me!
Oh and the ring is so pretty. I mean really! It's the prettiest ring I've ever seen. I have to show you both sometime soon!
I was so.. worried about how things were going to turn out. I couldn't eat or.. really sleep. But now.. its all for a different reason.
Rude proposed.. the ring is.. very lovely, its beautiful infact. You certainly have good taste Rude, did you pick it out yourself?
I'm so happy right now.. just happy to sit on the couch and look at my ring. I would have never expected it..
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It was truely the strangest thing. I told him. He just.. laughed about it. Well not about all of it. He did warn me that if something was to happen.. he would have to arrest me. He didn't really ask any details or anything. Just warned me to be careful and that he wouldn't say anything to his superiors. It was so.. odd you know!? Though.. he did say a few things that struck me hard. He did say that it would be difficult to make such a difference if we just blew up the weapons plant. Perhaps.. we should go about these things another way? I'm not.. sure. He proposed after I told him about my involvement. He.. said things were going to be rough along the road but.. he wanted to be with me for as long as he could. He wants things to work out between us. I told him that I didn't want to give him regrets and he said he'd never regret being with me.. I just.. I love him so much. We both know that bad things could happen, but it doesn't seem to matter. Maybe thats foolish on both our parts, but we know the truth and I'm so happy I spoke to him.
But besides that.. the wedding.. gods I don't even know how to begin to plan for such a thing. Both of you must be my bridesmaids of course! I.. thought I could have the wedding in the garden? Do you think that would be a good idea? Rude and I don't really have lots of family and friends so.. it would be a very small turn out. Which is fine I want it to be small. My dress!!! What am I going to wear!? I don't know where to buy a wedding dress!? Well I do but.. I have to have you both help me!
Oh and the ring is so pretty. I mean really! It's the prettiest ring I've ever seen. I have to show you both sometime soon!