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I think i've changed a lot in the last year.
Old personality facets glint and mannerisms slink every now and again, but mostly i am new. How long does it take to dispose of all the old cells?
I've been dreaming of Ria a lot lately. Mostly altercations...I'm always calm and she's the upset one. I speak with a cold voice and repeat myself...
In one dream I used judo grapples to subdue Nick because he wanted to fight me. Proved I could snap his bones if i wanted. Weird masculine dreams that i don't even think about in waking life.
Now I drive a V8.
Now I type on a Mac.
This is just the start...
give me more, give me more, give me more...
I don't remember what it is to be in love.
Now i know infatuation.
I feel like Vic is dead. Which is why I call her Ria now.
She can't come back and we can't be friends.
Writing here doesn't work.
Fuck you.
Old personality facets glint and mannerisms slink every now and again, but mostly i am new. How long does it take to dispose of all the old cells?
I've been dreaming of Ria a lot lately. Mostly altercations...I'm always calm and she's the upset one. I speak with a cold voice and repeat myself...
In one dream I used judo grapples to subdue Nick because he wanted to fight me. Proved I could snap his bones if i wanted. Weird masculine dreams that i don't even think about in waking life.
Now I drive a V8.
Now I type on a Mac.
This is just the start...
give me more, give me more, give me more...
I don't remember what it is to be in love.
Now i know infatuation.
I feel like Vic is dead. Which is why I call her Ria now.
She can't come back and we can't be friends.
Writing here doesn't work.
Fuck you.