Update
This is what i mean today at the meeting karen seemed to totaly ignore me, if i dident start a convo there wouldent be one, i feel so used sometimes for example, no offense guys but i use to think that the only reason you would pretend to be my frined was so i can give u rides places and stuff like that, but now i know more and i know thats not true at least i hope not, I just feel like i did something wrong and i dont know what it is...any ideas plase let me know...and be honest do u think im worring to much about all of this, u know how worried i am about loseing a friend like her...