Senior Projects

Apr 07, 2005 15:11

AGHHHH. i hate these things. Senior Projects should burn in hell. I have to do my update for kulick tomarro and my entire high school carrear depends on a 12 minuit update tomarro, Wyoming Area Sux. Beside that life sux as usuall noting ever changes. I need help, im sick and tiard of hating my self for having these feelings and they never go away, its like part of me tells me something might change but i know they wont so why cant i go back to thay why i felt before, then again i cant remember when i dident like her so i dont know anymore, Are u guys sick of hearing about this yet? Im sorry it just hit me so hard cause i dont know who im suppose to be should i be the muscular thin guy, the pot smoker, the drinker, the fat kid, obvisly being myself doesent work. i went through 12 years of school and only had 1 girlfriend, i dont know if this will be a shock probly not but i have never even kissed a girl, i alwase wanted to be with that one special person, i dont know if ill ever find her. Its funny when im with her somewhere i dont feel that stong for her but when i see her passing in the hall my heart stops. omg she looked exceptional today, i would do anyting for her and i think she knows that sometimes because she seems to get away with stuff with me, but i cant help it, come on im a guy what do u expect. 3 weeks and i cant shake this but then again i liked her for almost 3 years. Once again thanks for listing and im sorry i alwse talk about her but i really cant help it. Sorry Guys
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