Seniors, Seniors Everywhere and Not a Drop to Drink
I have Had a revelation:
I heer all of my friends speeking of how they have been friends for years, or have at least known each other for years and it is kind of sad. because un like most, i have not had the pleasure to know most of you for as long as others have known you for. and that is mostly my fault (ok it is all my fault ). And i do regret not getting to know you earlier like i should have. And evan though i believe that i know alot about most of you, i feel as if i dont know enough about all of you. Which is sad ,for example at graduation all of the pictures of you ppl at dances and in grade school hanging out haveing fun.Which i didnt have, i wasnt there and i feel i missed out on what many ppl believe to be the building blocks of a good friendship. but inspite of all that i hope that i possable, maybe, some how,made up for all i have missed which is why i do try so hard and thats why i like to be around as much as i do its not to be annoying as many of you believe, its becuz im trying to catch up for lost time.Which as you know isnt easy without being annoying ( im sorry). I dont know if all of you know this, but until all of you i never had friends ,none, i had acwantinses(sry cant spell) but not friends until this year i never got invited to do things outside of a school function it was always, oh sorry we forgot to invite you, or sorry i can only invite a few ppl ,and i never was one of those few that got invited. Until this year when i met you all, you were my first friends that actually went out of there way to invite me to do something , or nething which ment more to me then most of you will ever have the pleasure of knowing. Also this is why i dont know the rights and wrongs of friendship.
But without throwing to much of a pity party i love you guys all of you and i will miss you all evan though im not leaving everyone else is . and i love the thought but to be honest most friends loose contact with each other after graduation no matter how much they say they wont, not to be a party pooper but in all honesty it will probebly happen ,trust me i dont want it to happen becuz you are the best and only friends i have ever had , and i would do any thing not to loose you but i am a pesamist and i do look on the down side of everything i do have to look at everything logicaly and how it is most likely gunna happen. i cant see the good in nething which is a problem. But if you ppl believe we will be together 4 ever ill do my best to c that happens but until then lets take every day as if it is our last together lets charish every moment as if tomarow wasn't gunna be there. I LOVE YOU ALL !!!!!!
I'm sure many of you are mad at me right know bcuz of what i have written im sry. thats the way i look at things i look aT the down side if you see it differently lemme know im open for suggestions.....