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Ì spent last night with Wes. it was wonderful. he is everything I've always wanted. when I greeted him at the train station, he embraced me passionately , pushed me against the wall of the Dominicks, and kissed me. He held my hand and didn't let go unless he put it around my torso. We met, we woo'd and although we didnt make exchange of vow, we laughed and stay up again until 6:30am.
unfortuantely, I haven't heard from him tonight. It's okay though. He's going out of town tomorrow, he had work tonight, and I saw him already today.....it's just so hard not to hear from him. I start worrying that maybe I like him more than he likes me, or that he is suddenly uninterested. But I figure I lent him two bucks to ride the train, so he has to pay me back somehow. On top of that, he traveled 30 minutes last night at 12am to see me. Also, he asked me if he'd see me again, and of course I said yes.
I have to wait another week to see him. Hopefully I wont have to wait to talk with him againn. I feel alive. I'm so much happier than I've been this entire year. I am filled with hope and joy.
Plus I won a free pair of jeans at work.
Finally.
unfortuantely, I haven't heard from him tonight. It's okay though. He's going out of town tomorrow, he had work tonight, and I saw him already today.....it's just so hard not to hear from him. I start worrying that maybe I like him more than he likes me, or that he is suddenly uninterested. But I figure I lent him two bucks to ride the train, so he has to pay me back somehow. On top of that, he traveled 30 minutes last night at 12am to see me. Also, he asked me if he'd see me again, and of course I said yes.
I have to wait another week to see him. Hopefully I wont have to wait to talk with him againn. I feel alive. I'm so much happier than I've been this entire year. I am filled with hope and joy.
Plus I won a free pair of jeans at work.
Finally.