indecisive Laura
Finally , I remember what it is like to be in love- or close to it. I am reminded of why songs about love suck when you're alone, but how true they become when you're with someone.
For those of you who want to know, his name is Wes, and we spoke for an hour today. I have never met anyone as close to my ideal man as Wes. He makes me laugh, he's intelligent, he's sexy as hell........he makes me feel alive. I can't stop thinking about him.
I hope it all works out.
As for Mr. 30 year old, I'm not sure what to do. I like him too, but not as much. I could never bring him home to my family, or have a comfortable relationship with him. And on top of that, he has no ambition in life, he's a waitor. We don't have a lot in common....It's such a shame though. We've spoken almost everyday, I've gotten to know him well. We've had fun together, and he's sweet to me. He has a dog and a car, and he makes me laugh......but...I dont feel the same way for me as I do for Wes. I donn't want to have to end it with mr 30 year old. I hate being rejected from people I really like, and I'm going to hurt him. I hate knowing that. He's been calling me Hunny, and he's been talking about "future"things, which means he thinks we're going to be together. We had such a nice first date, and he's a good kisser......what a fucking shame. I'm not sure what to do.
I am indecisive and I hate it.
For those of you who want to know, his name is Wes, and we spoke for an hour today. I have never met anyone as close to my ideal man as Wes. He makes me laugh, he's intelligent, he's sexy as hell........he makes me feel alive. I can't stop thinking about him.
I hope it all works out.
As for Mr. 30 year old, I'm not sure what to do. I like him too, but not as much. I could never bring him home to my family, or have a comfortable relationship with him. And on top of that, he has no ambition in life, he's a waitor. We don't have a lot in common....It's such a shame though. We've spoken almost everyday, I've gotten to know him well. We've had fun together, and he's sweet to me. He has a dog and a car, and he makes me laugh......but...I dont feel the same way for me as I do for Wes. I donn't want to have to end it with mr 30 year old. I hate being rejected from people I really like, and I'm going to hurt him. I hate knowing that. He's been calling me Hunny, and he's been talking about "future"things, which means he thinks we're going to be together. We had such a nice first date, and he's a good kisser......what a fucking shame. I'm not sure what to do.
I am indecisive and I hate it.