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*sigh* I'm tired, and a little stressed. I got about 6 1/2 hours of sleep last night, so I'm sleepy and may go take a nap. Tonight, I got tickets for me and my dad to go see the musical "Big River" which is the story of Huck Finn and sung in English and signed in ASL. Cool that. So, yea, that should be fun. But I have some homework I need to get to.
I came home and mom and I had to sit down to talk about some events going on, put some stuff down on the calendar, etc. I'm trying to decide if we should go to Samford, or PBA or neither, this weekend. If we decide not to go to Samford this weekend, I'm pretty much deciding not to go at all. That's kind of scary. If it's a real possibility, if we can really pay for it and it's not going to kill us, then I'll look into it further, but we won't know what kind of money they are giving me for another two weeks. *sigh* *stress* I just talked to Freddy and he thinks I should at least look at it. I told him that at this moment, I don't have an overwhelming desire to attend, but at the same time I can't put the idea down. So, I guess we'll go.
On another note, I just called AMC and told them to withdrawn my job application. As mom and I sat down, there were going to be things over the next few weeks that I would have to request off for... And things are just going to get more and more hectic as graduation nears. So, yea... forget that idea. Maybe somehow I can save up some money for the digital camera I want and the summer money I'll need. I'm addressing graduation announcements next week, and those mean that people send me money, so guess where all that's going.
Well, deciding to go to Samford and withdrawing my application to AMC has taken care of two of the three big weights that God and I needed to talk about. All in one day. He is good. Maybe I can breathe again for another day or so. The third thing is more personal and I don't really want to talk to anyone about it besides God and my confidante.
I'm trying to learn how to trust and lean on God. I'm working on it. Keep me accountable as I try to hold this up.
Jasmine and maybe Kat might be coming with me to youth group and/or 412 with me tomorrow night, which is really cool. They're in my Lit class and loads of fun. Quite hilarious to be around. I was going to eat at Panera with them before going to see "Big River" tonight, but I've got too much going on, so maybe I'll just see them there. (Several Lit and Language students got tickets to it through Mr. R.)
Now, to go rest for a few minutes, get some, hopefully all, of my homework done dosome laundry, get pretty for tonight and eat something.
*~Dani
I came home and mom and I had to sit down to talk about some events going on, put some stuff down on the calendar, etc. I'm trying to decide if we should go to Samford, or PBA or neither, this weekend. If we decide not to go to Samford this weekend, I'm pretty much deciding not to go at all. That's kind of scary. If it's a real possibility, if we can really pay for it and it's not going to kill us, then I'll look into it further, but we won't know what kind of money they are giving me for another two weeks. *sigh* *stress* I just talked to Freddy and he thinks I should at least look at it. I told him that at this moment, I don't have an overwhelming desire to attend, but at the same time I can't put the idea down. So, I guess we'll go.
On another note, I just called AMC and told them to withdrawn my job application. As mom and I sat down, there were going to be things over the next few weeks that I would have to request off for... And things are just going to get more and more hectic as graduation nears. So, yea... forget that idea. Maybe somehow I can save up some money for the digital camera I want and the summer money I'll need. I'm addressing graduation announcements next week, and those mean that people send me money, so guess where all that's going.
Well, deciding to go to Samford and withdrawing my application to AMC has taken care of two of the three big weights that God and I needed to talk about. All in one day. He is good. Maybe I can breathe again for another day or so. The third thing is more personal and I don't really want to talk to anyone about it besides God and my confidante.
I'm trying to learn how to trust and lean on God. I'm working on it. Keep me accountable as I try to hold this up.
Jasmine and maybe Kat might be coming with me to youth group and/or 412 with me tomorrow night, which is really cool. They're in my Lit class and loads of fun. Quite hilarious to be around. I was going to eat at Panera with them before going to see "Big River" tonight, but I've got too much going on, so maybe I'll just see them there. (Several Lit and Language students got tickets to it through Mr. R.)
Now, to go rest for a few minutes, get some, hopefully all, of my homework done dosome laundry, get pretty for tonight and eat something.
*~Dani