Brown kids are hott!
Ooooooooooooookay, recap. It's been like two weeks since I really updated. Basically, I was sick with the flu and a stomach virus. Then.... I went back to school. Rehearsals have been okay. I'm supposed to have my lines memorized by tomorrow. I'm only in acts one and four, and we'll only be doing act 4, so I've got til Monday to get act 1 lines down. I don't have a very big part, which I don't mind. I don't really like this play, and I'm not really into doing this this year, but, it's what I do, so. Ummm, Freddy caught what I had, or what Kaleena had, or what three-fourths of what America has. He's got the sniffles and such. Awww, poor baby. So, I took him his late Valentines gift (candy, all nicely wrapped, because I'm a bad girlfriend and didn't know what else to do) and soup (because I'm a good girlfriend and he wanted some yesterday, but I couldn't take any to him). Gave him some TLC, and hopefully he was feeling better for work. :D
Speaking of Valentines day, the synopsis: *copies and pastes from Freddy's journal, with minor changes* It was a great day. Freddy met me at school, got a rose and a note from him. Dropped off his car at my mom's house and took my truck to Medard park where we roamed around and enjoyed each other's company. :) I like that boy. Then we went out to eat at Applebees and he gave me the beautiful necklace he got for me. Then we proceeded to go back to my mom's house to babysit so that Mom and Arpie could go out to eat. We rented "The Notebook" and bought some strawberries (we like strawberries) and melted some chocolate. My idea. It was quite good. watched the movie... did some more enjoying each other's company.. then he left cause it was about 10pm and I still had to do some reading (I was so tired I could barely walk him to the door :-\)
It was a nice night, a few frustrations/discomforts, but all around very nice.
Anyway, I'm having an up and down kind of week, due partially to my psychotic-ness-itry, partially due to the way God made us chiquitas.
Um, oh, I painted my tree again. It's painted with black. Looks dead, says Bianca. I might put leaves on it tomorrow. Now, if only I could draw it...
I wrote a sort of poem today. It was during a down swing. Not really sure what it means, but... take it for whatever.
Here in the dark depths of my soul,
The reaches of my inner being,
What should be found?
Meaning?
Livelihood?
Emotion?
Hope?
There is only a vast, empty chasm,
A dense cave with only the light of darkness,
Echoing the demons in my mind.
They scream to me in their soft, deceptive voices,
Struggling to make me bend.
Back and forth their whispers go,
Unheeded by me, but not ignored,
For I cannot heed; there are too many
Paths.
The pull of each path is too strong,
I cannot move in one direction or another,
Simply stand, still and alone.
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Anyway, I'm a happy camper now. Freddy and I had a little... tiff, I guess last night. Don't really know what to call it. It was all better by the end of the night and all, but... yea, anyway. I had a really nice afternoon with him, just sitting, babying him for a little while. Not often I get to do that, so... :o) It was nice. Oh, oh, oh! Freddy got employee of the month!!!!! That's so exciting!!!!!!!!!!
Kay, memorizing now.
Speaking of Valentines day, the synopsis: *copies and pastes from Freddy's journal, with minor changes* It was a great day. Freddy met me at school, got a rose and a note from him. Dropped off his car at my mom's house and took my truck to Medard park where we roamed around and enjoyed each other's company. :) I like that boy. Then we went out to eat at Applebees and he gave me the beautiful necklace he got for me. Then we proceeded to go back to my mom's house to babysit so that Mom and Arpie could go out to eat. We rented "The Notebook" and bought some strawberries (we like strawberries) and melted some chocolate. My idea. It was quite good. watched the movie... did some more enjoying each other's company.. then he left cause it was about 10pm and I still had to do some reading (I was so tired I could barely walk him to the door :-\)
It was a nice night, a few frustrations/discomforts, but all around very nice.
Anyway, I'm having an up and down kind of week, due partially to my psychotic-ness-itry, partially due to the way God made us chiquitas.
Um, oh, I painted my tree again. It's painted with black. Looks dead, says Bianca. I might put leaves on it tomorrow. Now, if only I could draw it...
I wrote a sort of poem today. It was during a down swing. Not really sure what it means, but... take it for whatever.
Here in the dark depths of my soul,
The reaches of my inner being,
What should be found?
Meaning?
Livelihood?
Emotion?
Hope?
There is only a vast, empty chasm,
A dense cave with only the light of darkness,
Echoing the demons in my mind.
They scream to me in their soft, deceptive voices,
Struggling to make me bend.
Back and forth their whispers go,
Unheeded by me, but not ignored,
For I cannot heed; there are too many
Paths.
The pull of each path is too strong,
I cannot move in one direction or another,
Simply stand, still and alone.
_____________________________________________
Anyway, I'm a happy camper now. Freddy and I had a little... tiff, I guess last night. Don't really know what to call it. It was all better by the end of the night and all, but... yea, anyway. I had a really nice afternoon with him, just sitting, babying him for a little while. Not often I get to do that, so... :o) It was nice. Oh, oh, oh! Freddy got employee of the month!!!!! That's so exciting!!!!!!!!!!
Kay, memorizing now.