bad news...
Well journal... bad news today... Rob's going down to St. Louis to take a test to join the marines. I honestly don't know what to do. I don't know how I'm going to make it through if he's in the Marines. I'll end up going crazy. I know I will. I don't like the idea of him going into the armed forces. I don't like it at all. but I have no say in the matter, he wouldn't even let me talk about it. Well, we did talk about it for a while, but after fighting, screaming, and crying, he told me that we couldn't talk about it anymore. Which really hurt me. He's not the only person this is going to affect. This just doesn't feel right to me, I don't like it at all. Not one bit.