(no subject)
I know it's been a while since I've updated this thing but I've either been busy or not in the mood to write. I guess I am in the mood tonight. Shelley and I talked for a while tonight, it's been great. I can't wait until I can go and see her on Friday. I'm honestly excited. I'm happy we're getting along so well. In other news, I went to my first Phi Mu Alpha meeting. That made me very happy. The Brothers are awesome. I'm really going to enjoy being part of them. It's kind of cool also, I'm the President of my pledge class. There are only three of us, but still, it's cool in my mind. I think I have a nickname too, but I'm not sure. Every Phi Mu Alpha member has a nickname. At least mine isn't bad. I don't think it is at least. After the meeting I had a talk with Dan, I don't know what my problem is but it's like... I'm feeling really depressed about my guy situations. I like this guy, S, but he's bi and isn't out it's like... this is killing me. A relationship with him is NOT smart and I know that, but I'm still going to try and be friends, and when he's ready to come out, if that's what he wants, I might be there, I might not. I don't know, it depends on what's going on with that. But my situation with Dan is wierd. I can't even describe it. It's like, we cuddled once and that was it, but I got attatched, I dont' know what my problem is. I think I'm going to give up on guys all together. Not really, but it's like... I don't know... I'm getting tired. I'm going to bed. Good night all. *Thespian*