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so yesterday was the last day of pre season! we were all so excited...it was hard as shit. I have never worked so hard in my entire life. I never thought it was possible for me to run as much as i did. And i guess it doesnt help when no one else thinks you can do it either, but i did it. We got our practice uniforms yesterday and when i got it i just felt like i earned it. It was a good feeling. Its weird...they look like our practice uniforms from sv :-( and it just so happened that both numbers that coach ordered in XL were both of my numbers from high school. I know it sounds stupid but when i wore my #34 the first 2 years, they were my good years and my last 2 years with #40 were bad, so i decided to pick #40 to make up for those 2 bad years. Monday we start practice and i guess this could be considered a bad thing too. I looked at my schedule and we have practice everyday except one for two hours. Its just gonna be stressful on top of all the work i hafta do. And now im not gonna be able to come home on weekends like ive been doing. Oh well I've made it this far and im not giving up.
Tomorrow im going up to Kutztown to visit Tory...i cant wait to see my twin. I miss her so much.i dunno theres not much else to say. I dont think ill ever get used to the distance between everyone. I just feel like everytime im alone im always thinking about everyone.....
Tomorrow im going up to Kutztown to visit Tory...i cant wait to see my twin. I miss her so much.i dunno theres not much else to say. I dont think ill ever get used to the distance between everyone. I just feel like everytime im alone im always thinking about everyone.....