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[thespazman]

Being that Andy can actually read my GJ now I really have no reason to xpost ((some)) greatestjournal entries onto my livejournal but I will continue doing it anyway because I am a loser.

I need Lucas now.
My blog will do I geuss.

I just feel so terrible right now. Ugly and stupid. My piano teacher was babbling all period practicly repeating himself, he didn't raise his tone but it was pretty clear he just wanted to go STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID the whole fourty five minutes. I have a month until my recital A WHOLE MONTH, my piece is ONLY two pages long, and he is like OH BOY YOU WONT BE ABLE TO MEMORIZE IT BECAUSE YOUR JUST SO DUMB YOUR JUST SO STUPID WHAT A IDIOT NICOLE OH NICOLE YOU ARE SO STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID for the past fourty five minutes.

Only ugly people fail.
Only ugly people don't have enough time. Only ugly people would be wasting every moment that they have waiting for one person. Only ugly people would be this pathetic.
I am so ugly.
I am so ugly.

I hate myself so much.

It is my moms birthday so I am going out to eat.
How fucking selfish am I to be upset over that, I am such a jackass, I perfer waiting here then going out to eat with my family ON MY MOMS BIRTHDAY

i hate myself

so i wont be online much longer
and i wont be able to read your blogs even though i should of had some time but i am such a lazy fuck

i perfer just watching my buddylist for the rest of my life then doing something that i find really fun, reading blogs

did i menchin that i hate myself?

-the attention whoring fuck named nk
oh what a bitch