Interesting Morning
I got up about 5:05 this morning, did 30 curls, 30 leg-lefts and 15 push-ups... I'll do the other half later today. I did that for about 10 minutes then did some running for a half hour and got home about 5:45 and took a quick shower. 6, I started getting ready for school and such and left my house about 6:25 to my bus stop. Something I didn't expect was to have Richard waiting outside for me in his car.
He pulled up and unlocked the door... I was hopeing for him to just roll the window down, but I opened the door, didn't get in, just stood there. He talked about not being able to have a serious conversation over AIM and stuff, and kept talking about how he loves me and wanted to hear me say my decision. I was able to tell him my answer without hesitation or doubt, I told him I wanted to stay with Sky. After that he just left and I know today will be the last time I see him for awhile. Part of me didn't want to do this, cause he's a great person and fun to chill with, but part of me knew I had to do it, simply because I can tell how it hurts and upsets Sky every time I say I've been with him, even though he doesn't say anything. And what's right may not always be what you want, and I love him too much to do it any longer.
Anywho, I'm in first period right now and Sky is going on a field trip to Sea World in second period so I won't be able to see him for the rest of the day. *sniff* Plus he has to go home after school and doesn't know if he even has work so I probably won't get another chance to see him until tomorrow. v.v
He pulled up and unlocked the door... I was hopeing for him to just roll the window down, but I opened the door, didn't get in, just stood there. He talked about not being able to have a serious conversation over AIM and stuff, and kept talking about how he loves me and wanted to hear me say my decision. I was able to tell him my answer without hesitation or doubt, I told him I wanted to stay with Sky. After that he just left and I know today will be the last time I see him for awhile. Part of me didn't want to do this, cause he's a great person and fun to chill with, but part of me knew I had to do it, simply because I can tell how it hurts and upsets Sky every time I say I've been with him, even though he doesn't say anything. And what's right may not always be what you want, and I love him too much to do it any longer.
Anywho, I'm in first period right now and Sky is going on a field trip to Sea World in second period so I won't be able to see him for the rest of the day. *sniff* Plus he has to go home after school and doesn't know if he even has work so I probably won't get another chance to see him until tomorrow. v.v