Jul 09, 2005 10:24
Well, yesterday really messed with my head. I'm so glad that it's over, but strangely I'm glad it happened. I slept until like 3ish. Then I went and got my check and took Daisy some coffee. Brandon was thinking about coming up and visiting, but he was really tired, so he didn't. Around 7ish, my mom and I went out to dinner at Big Buck. She took her lap top, so of course I had to make fun of her for being a dork, but I was reading through dinner, so I guess I'm no better. I talked to Brian which was kind of really weird. John called me. Ugh. *sigh* I chilled at home for a while. I watched some lord of the rings, and cleaned my room. I even got to read a bit. Around midnight, Daisy got off work, and around 1ish, I got over to her house. On the way over to her house, I talked to Cody. I love him! He's the awesomest brother in the world! He's 98.9% sure he's coming up next weekend. So y'all need to cross your fingers for me. I miss him so much! When I got off the phone, Daisy and I went up to Friday's and got a fuck me hard. When we were almost done eating I started making phone calls. I called Pudie, who didn't answer. Grrrr! Then while I was calling Will. Guess who came and sat down.
Blair...
!!!!!!!!
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Yeah, I almost died. I didn't want to look at him. And I was just praying, please God, let Will answer his phone, but he didn't, grrrrr Will!!!
Blair: I was wondering if I could steal you away for a moment
Me: That depends on what you are going to say
Blair: Well you'll never know if you don't talk to me
I went to another table, and by this time my insides are a total wreck. To make a long story short, he was tired of avoiding me because he feels it is childish, and wants to be my friend.
!!!!!!!
Yeah, talk about messing with my head. I was really about to get on with my life. I didn't look for him when I want into fridays, and when I saw him from a far, it didn't phase me. And then he sits down and my world shook.
*sigh*
~Amy~