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as i sit here i feel alone...empty...saddened.
my girlfriend is considering moving back to Seattle in December.
she's been here in southern cal for about 2 and a half years.
i don't want her to leave.
i really don't.
she told me yesterday "don't be sad please" but it's kinda hard when it seems someone's ripping a piece of your heart. she feels the same way but doesn't want to show it. She told me that the only good thing that has happened to her here in cal has been me and in all honesty, she's the best thing that has ever happened to me in my life, and it's hard letting something like that go.
I've cried myself to sleep thinking of the ever looming day in which i say a goodbye at the airport and even though she has promised me to think about it with a clear mind, i still think she will opt to move out.
(i'm not at liberty to say why she wants to move)
my girlfriend is considering moving back to Seattle in December.
she's been here in southern cal for about 2 and a half years.
i don't want her to leave.
i really don't.
she told me yesterday "don't be sad please" but it's kinda hard when it seems someone's ripping a piece of your heart. she feels the same way but doesn't want to show it. She told me that the only good thing that has happened to her here in cal has been me and in all honesty, she's the best thing that has ever happened to me in my life, and it's hard letting something like that go.
I've cried myself to sleep thinking of the ever looming day in which i say a goodbye at the airport and even though she has promised me to think about it with a clear mind, i still think she will opt to move out.
(i'm not at liberty to say why she wants to move)