Call Me Crazy
I was flipping through my playlist kind of haphazardly, desperately wanting to draw something but totally at a loss as to what, or HOW (as my tablet is a fussy bitch who won't disable pen flicks in Vista and completely ignores anything I tell it), and I kept running across songs that I absolutely love, even though they're like...lol metal mainstream. These are songs that I love, for all their disfunctional beauty. I like ugly.
If anyone has some ugly songs, feel free to share names, bands. In return, I give you BOOTY lololol
Nine Inch Nails - Reptile
I am so in love with this song right now.
Also, lol, I should be freaking out about internships but I'm not. Twenty-five hours a week at a job I don't get paid for, trying to keep the job I actually ENJOY on weekends, taking a Monday-Wednesday class for four hours a day. ...I am sick of freaking out over stuff, quite frankly. I think I've done that enough the past few weeks.
Recap: Grandparents came down from Massachusetts for vacation, everything is fine and dandy, grandpa has a heart attack. Um, not cool. Thank GOD he's alright, but for the two weeks he was in the hospital, my whole family was a wreck, including me. I left work early a few times due to a general inability to even think clearly. I wasn't sleeping, probably wasn't eating/drinking properly, and threw up repeatedly from insomnia and stress. It was an Unhappy Time.
He's home now, thankfully! Had a triple-bypass (lettuce times three, I think is the real term?), and he's healing in a big green chair in our living room. He put on his own shoes today. A small victory. He's a real sport about it, too.
This period, I think, is recharge time. We're all settling down into our routines again, finally, and I'm terribly reluctant to even consider 'what if's again.
...I'm going to get my hair cut and dyed tomorrow, probably shorter than I was going to originally. Shoulders, maybe. Nothing drastic, but it'll be stark white in some bits underneath. Yes/No?
If anyone has some ugly songs, feel free to share names, bands. In return, I give you BOOTY lololol
Nine Inch Nails - Reptile
I am so in love with this song right now.
Also, lol, I should be freaking out about internships but I'm not. Twenty-five hours a week at a job I don't get paid for, trying to keep the job I actually ENJOY on weekends, taking a Monday-Wednesday class for four hours a day. ...I am sick of freaking out over stuff, quite frankly. I think I've done that enough the past few weeks.
Recap: Grandparents came down from Massachusetts for vacation, everything is fine and dandy, grandpa has a heart attack. Um, not cool. Thank GOD he's alright, but for the two weeks he was in the hospital, my whole family was a wreck, including me. I left work early a few times due to a general inability to even think clearly. I wasn't sleeping, probably wasn't eating/drinking properly, and threw up repeatedly from insomnia and stress. It was an Unhappy Time.
He's home now, thankfully! Had a triple-bypass (lettuce times three, I think is the real term?), and he's healing in a big green chair in our living room. He put on his own shoes today. A small victory. He's a real sport about it, too.
This period, I think, is recharge time. We're all settling down into our routines again, finally, and I'm terribly reluctant to even consider 'what if's again.
...I'm going to get my hair cut and dyed tomorrow, probably shorter than I was going to originally. Shoulders, maybe. Nothing drastic, but it'll be stark white in some bits underneath. Yes/No?