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Day one
And already it turned out to be shitty.
Wallet goes missing,and it contains my LIFE.
I spent my entire day running around stressing out and crying my fucking eyes out (which I hate), canceling cards, putting flags on my drivers license and arguing with CAS to give me a fucking card so I can get in and out of my building. All of this with my poetry teacher thinking I plagiarized on my research paper, which is BULLSHIT. Like seriously, who else besides kids in elementary school plagiarizes anymore? Just because I sound smart doesn't mean I stole someone's ideas.
She accuses me of plagiarizing....and then gives me a B+ on my midterm essays saying how well I wrote them.
WHAT THE FUCK
I have never felt this angry before. It was scary. I don't understand how well I controlled myself. Well...besides blowing up at the CAS woman, I did pretty good.
So the only highlight of today was watching Enchanted with Nick and Kristina....and the B+ I got from my dumb ass poetry teacher.
I feel like giving up
I feel like running away
I feel sad
I feel angry
I feel tired
I know that it will all get better in the end. And I know that things will brighten up sooner....hopefully sooner.
I just want it now
And already it turned out to be shitty.
Wallet goes missing,and it contains my LIFE.
I spent my entire day running around stressing out and crying my fucking eyes out (which I hate), canceling cards, putting flags on my drivers license and arguing with CAS to give me a fucking card so I can get in and out of my building. All of this with my poetry teacher thinking I plagiarized on my research paper, which is BULLSHIT. Like seriously, who else besides kids in elementary school plagiarizes anymore? Just because I sound smart doesn't mean I stole someone's ideas.
She accuses me of plagiarizing....and then gives me a B+ on my midterm essays saying how well I wrote them.
WHAT THE FUCK
I have never felt this angry before. It was scary. I don't understand how well I controlled myself. Well...besides blowing up at the CAS woman, I did pretty good.
So the only highlight of today was watching Enchanted with Nick and Kristina....and the B+ I got from my dumb ass poetry teacher.
I feel like giving up
I feel like running away
I feel sad
I feel angry
I feel tired
I know that it will all get better in the end. And I know that things will brighten up sooner....hopefully sooner.
I just want it now