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is it that big of a hassle? for all the times I give people my undivided attention and love and all I can give? Things are too unbalanced now. I just need to stop giving love, because I'm just put in this awful position of not recieving love. I spend the day alone again. I don't want to be here anymore. I leave friday morning for new york, and I don't know what to expect. "Time will heal things" blah blah. Time apart just lets you settle into a comfort zone of being alone. I can't get used to that emptiness