Mar 29, 2005 10:20
You might be curious as to why I'm writing this now, considering I normally have classes during the day. Right now, all together my biology lab is disecting six different animals. I told my professor that I didn't see how it was relevant to us being physical therapists. She said that it was to see comparative anatomy. I said that I'd use a website. I feel good. All this time I've been a veggie, I've felt hipocritical because I would say that I stood for animal rights but I never really did too much. Consider this my first stand. It's about time, Ainsley. So now, I just need to really well on my lab practical to show her that you don't need animals in order to learn about their anatomy. That'll be my weekend then. I think I can handle it.
In other news, I started talking to an old friend again yesterday. I figured it was pretty stupid holding a grudge against him forever, so now we're back to talking again. Yay!
I went home for Easter... good stuff. Hung out with Cameron and Dooley and their friends Friday night (is that a sin?)Lots of family stuff ... it just felt awkward being there though, maybe because I was home a few weeks ago, but either way, I think this summer is going to be different. How crazy is that! It's almost summer after my freshman year. Everyone's changed, even if they think they haven't. It doesn't make us bad people, just different. My dad was giving me one of those 'you're my baby girl and I care about you' talks on Saturday, it was really sweet. The big thing he said was how everything is bittersweet. I'm having so many amazing experiences up here, but at the same time, the year is almost over and next year will be so different. And while I'm here, all of my friends are doing their own things and figuring out who they are. He said that he doesn't hear from most of his high school friends now, which is kind of scary. I mean I've already lost touch with a few people who I used to be close with and it hasn't been a year. I guess this is life and we just have to hold on and enjoy the ride.
Wow.
Alright, stuff needs to get done around here.
Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today. James Dean.