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It's bad enough Logan is having a crisis of sexual identity. But to make it worse, the only person he feels he can talk to about it is his brother. That isn't to say Logan doesn't love James. He does, immensely. But that's the whole other problem.
James is a bug part of why Logan has started to question his sexuality. Not only does Logan love his brother, he also sometimes wants to shower with him and maybe sometimes fakes a fear of loud wind just to get him into bed with him.
Half-brother, though. At least there's is that half in there. At most, they only share 50% of their genes and sometimes Logan needs that 50% to comfort him and his sick fantasies.
Thankfully, there's no way James could ever see Logan as more than his brother. They're best friends, sure, and closer than any other siblings Logan knows, but James isn't gay, and if he was, Logan wouldn't be his type. He'd be more into the likes of Kendall, James' best friend and Captain of the hockey team they play on at school. Because Kendall is actually hot, unlike Logan. He doesn't get excited by equations and books like nerdy Logan. He likes cool things. James would like a cool guy. If he liked guys. Which Logan can assure himself James does not.
Still, there's no one else Logan trusts more and since he's been standing at James' bedroom door for ten minutes thinking how to start this conversation or how he'll change it if he has to, he decides to finally tap his knuckles on it, knocking it open a few inches and peeks in.
"James...? Can I talk to you about something?"
James is a bug part of why Logan has started to question his sexuality. Not only does Logan love his brother, he also sometimes wants to shower with him and maybe sometimes fakes a fear of loud wind just to get him into bed with him.
Half-brother, though. At least there's is that half in there. At most, they only share 50% of their genes and sometimes Logan needs that 50% to comfort him and his sick fantasies.
Thankfully, there's no way James could ever see Logan as more than his brother. They're best friends, sure, and closer than any other siblings Logan knows, but James isn't gay, and if he was, Logan wouldn't be his type. He'd be more into the likes of Kendall, James' best friend and Captain of the hockey team they play on at school. Because Kendall is actually hot, unlike Logan. He doesn't get excited by equations and books like nerdy Logan. He likes cool things. James would like a cool guy. If he liked guys. Which Logan can assure himself James does not.
Still, there's no one else Logan trusts more and since he's been standing at James' bedroom door for ten minutes thinking how to start this conversation or how he'll change it if he has to, he decides to finally tap his knuckles on it, knocking it open a few inches and peeks in.
"James...? Can I talk to you about something?"