Resurrection
Well, I'm still alive. By some accounts, barely - my suicide attempt in March failed and I was hospitalized for it. I've been fighting a brutal depression, and I've also been diagnosed now with borderline personality disorder. I've had a rough time of it, but now things seem to be falling in place. By the end of the day, I may have a job and I will have a personal trainer. My life is getting back on track.
However, I do have a problem still, and it concerns my usual difficulties - relations with women. Suffice it to say, I still struggle with the same issues... this morning, it's about unrequited feelings. I just seem to withdraw from and cut off my relationship with women who do not return the feelings I inevitably develop for them from getting close in the first place. I really don't know what to do.
It's sad.
However, I do have a problem still, and it concerns my usual difficulties - relations with women. Suffice it to say, I still struggle with the same issues... this morning, it's about unrequited feelings. I just seem to withdraw from and cut off my relationship with women who do not return the feelings I inevitably develop for them from getting close in the first place. I really don't know what to do.
It's sad.