Christmas na pala.

Dec 23, 2008 01:17

And time just flies by so fast you're just left standing, wondering where all the time went.

Where the hell did all the time go anyway?

What happened to the 4 years?

Bakit parang wala akong maalala?

2 months nalang, graduation na.

2 months nalang, matatapos na ang lahat.

It's bittersweet. Tapos na, hindi na ako college student. Hindi na ako magmamadaling magising ng 6 am para lang makapasok sa class ko. Hindi na ako bibili ng extra joss para maging best friend ko hanggang umaga. Hindi na ako magkakaroon ng Mass Slot, Prayer Session, Area, GA, Evsem, CMO meetings, COA meetings. Hindi na ako magiging presidente. Tapos na. Tapos na. Tapos na.

Some people are probably looking forward to it with such a passion, like a prisoner awaiting his release.

I, on the other hand, feel free here.

I, on the other hand, feel safe here.

I, on the other hand, am leaving home.

Bakit kailangan matapos ang lahat kapag feeling mo kakasimula mo pa lang?

Such is the mystery that is time.

At Christmas na pala. Wala akong gifts. I feel guilty. Buti sana kung naging mabuting kaibigan ako sa lahat ng kaibigan ko, pero parang hindi. Parang hindi man lang ako nagbigay, even to the people that matter the most.

I guess I should just hope that I made them feel Christmas in my own little way.

In retrospect, what did I do this year anyway? Blurry images just come to mind.

Ganyan talaga, tapos na ang taon.

Familiarity breeds contempt liking para sa akin, sorry.

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