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So, me staying away from the computer = never happening.
The trip to the mall was successful. Got two more gifts taken care of, as well as some Lindt chocolate [Mia, the deliciousness is headed your way in two days], and iTrip [which sounds like it should be drug-related], so that I can have music in the car, and so I don't have to burn all the mixes I make.
I drank a bunch of Starbucks coffee, so I'm a little tweaked out right now, but I ended up not chainsmoking. In fact, I didn't smoke at all.
[Lungs, you can thank me later. Djarum Blacks, I still love you, babes.]
Anyhow, the previous freakout was about school, my future, etc. The usual. Stuff might not work out as planned [what else is new?], and it's the uncertainty and instability that's driving me crazy. I wanted to be able to just relax over break and not have to worry about anything, but it looks like I'll still be plagued by my thoughts and my mom's freakouts. I'm going to try to clear some stuff up tomorrow in person, but seeing as I only have ONE day left to do things, I dunno what good I'll actually be able to do. And I'm unsure of what to do, really, as far as all of this goes. Like, I know I ultimately WANT SCAD, but what if I NEED something else? I dunno. This is getting dumb, because it's too generalized, since I don't feel like typing out specifics. I quit.
The trip to the mall was successful. Got two more gifts taken care of, as well as some Lindt chocolate [Mia, the deliciousness is headed your way in two days], and iTrip [which sounds like it should be drug-related], so that I can have music in the car, and so I don't have to burn all the mixes I make.
I drank a bunch of Starbucks coffee, so I'm a little tweaked out right now, but I ended up not chainsmoking. In fact, I didn't smoke at all.
[Lungs, you can thank me later. Djarum Blacks, I still love you, babes.]
Anyhow, the previous freakout was about school, my future, etc. The usual. Stuff might not work out as planned [what else is new?], and it's the uncertainty and instability that's driving me crazy. I wanted to be able to just relax over break and not have to worry about anything, but it looks like I'll still be plagued by my thoughts and my mom's freakouts. I'm going to try to clear some stuff up tomorrow in person, but seeing as I only have ONE day left to do things, I dunno what good I'll actually be able to do. And I'm unsure of what to do, really, as far as all of this goes. Like, I know I ultimately WANT SCAD, but what if I NEED something else? I dunno. This is getting dumb, because it's too generalized, since I don't feel like typing out specifics. I quit.