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my roommates have been driving me crazy lately. carly is with kyle and they are always all cute and cudley around me.. sick. then sara has 2 guys that like her a lot and she basically has to choose between them.. oh no boohoo... she's always all like 'i'm so confused i don't know what i'm going to do blah blah blah i hate when guys are always after me la di freakin da.' i had a depressing christmas because i felt like the failure of the family... only one to not be or haven't ever been in a serious relationship...awesome. erin is the only one who isn't, but is basically with someone so i don't really count it. i just love when my roommates leave me to hang out with someone who has completely rejected me and one of his friends (who i totally love). apparently they don't realize that being rejected every single time you've liked someone for the past 2 years hurts after a while. i just kinda feel like my birthday is going to be shit this year. sara will be on her phone the entire time with mark and carly will be with kyle and i'm going to sit there with my mom and a few friends. wow. awesome. my brother, ryan, amy, or melody won't even be here... if they were here i would have an ok birthday but i just have a bad feeling about this one...not looking forward to it at all.
that's my venting right now.
ryan sent me the video for best of times by styx just to get a smile out of me... that's why i love him.
that's my venting right now.
ryan sent me the video for best of times by styx just to get a smile out of me... that's why i love him.