current frustrations
Carly Sara and I were watching Grey's tonight and at the very end Izzy and George were dancing and being all cute and Carly was like 'I want a boy...' Now let's keep in mind that Carly and this guy Kyle have been dating for about 3 years and they recently broke up, but they still hang out and talk everyday and sleep together, so they're obviously still together just don't have the title. And they're always all cutesy and cuddly when we're all watching tv or something and it makes me want to gag. So my response to her "I want a boy" statement was "Carly, I haven't had a boy in 2 years!"
Her: "Then why don't you get one?"
Me: "I've tried so many times! But I have this problem... guys just always want to be friends with me, they never want to date me."
And that's the damn truth. I'm always friends with everybody. That's why I always get the whole "I'd rather be friends with you than be together." Like my ex, Eric. When he broke up with me he said "I see how you are with Craig and your other guy friends, and I realize that that is what I want from you." Fucking lame! I'm tired of being friends with everybody. And I hate when people are always like "Kasi, you need a boy." Oh well no shit? I'm well aware. If you want me to have a boy, find me one who won't think of me as only a friend.
BAH!
On a happier note, I got a new tattoo Tuesday. It's a snowflake with blue wind behind it and little snowflakes around it and it's on my foot. I got it for Kurt, and what better day to do it than the one year anniversary of his death. He loved snow and snowboarding, so I thought it to be perfect. Then it snowed and we got about 4 inches and I knew it was him saying hello and making sure we all knew that he's doing alright. I really believe in signs like that because last year after he died there were so many signs for his family, it was kind of scary.
That is all for my ranting and raving.
Her: "Then why don't you get one?"
Me: "I've tried so many times! But I have this problem... guys just always want to be friends with me, they never want to date me."
And that's the damn truth. I'm always friends with everybody. That's why I always get the whole "I'd rather be friends with you than be together." Like my ex, Eric. When he broke up with me he said "I see how you are with Craig and your other guy friends, and I realize that that is what I want from you." Fucking lame! I'm tired of being friends with everybody. And I hate when people are always like "Kasi, you need a boy." Oh well no shit? I'm well aware. If you want me to have a boy, find me one who won't think of me as only a friend.
BAH!
On a happier note, I got a new tattoo Tuesday. It's a snowflake with blue wind behind it and little snowflakes around it and it's on my foot. I got it for Kurt, and what better day to do it than the one year anniversary of his death. He loved snow and snowboarding, so I thought it to be perfect. Then it snowed and we got about 4 inches and I knew it was him saying hello and making sure we all knew that he's doing alright. I really believe in signs like that because last year after he died there were so many signs for his family, it was kind of scary.
That is all for my ranting and raving.