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chicago is becoming a ghost town.
im starting to my slowly move my life back to madison. i never thought i would ever even think of that being a possibility. but it seems to be a trend in my life that if im sure of something, it will change for sure. im at a point where the things i loved about chicago dont really fit in with how my life is changing. my friends dont have kids and so im slowly losing touch with everyone. its hard to keep them close when im in a totally different place in my life. im realizing how big of an impact my decisions have on lily. moving back will only mean good things for her and that is my biggest reassuance that this is the right thing to do. im starting to wonder if life is always going to be a series of upheavals or if im going to find a place where i can sink my roots into and have some consistency.
im starting to my slowly move my life back to madison. i never thought i would ever even think of that being a possibility. but it seems to be a trend in my life that if im sure of something, it will change for sure. im at a point where the things i loved about chicago dont really fit in with how my life is changing. my friends dont have kids and so im slowly losing touch with everyone. its hard to keep them close when im in a totally different place in my life. im realizing how big of an impact my decisions have on lily. moving back will only mean good things for her and that is my biggest reassuance that this is the right thing to do. im starting to wonder if life is always going to be a series of upheavals or if im going to find a place where i can sink my roots into and have some consistency.