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list of things i need to accomplish soon:
clean my house
get some rest
discern who my real friends are
eat
stop smoking
go on a bike ride
try and make it up to him
stop cutting my hair
find some one to play music with
figure out some way to still hate you but move on
i dont think that last one will work. i think im just going to have to forgive you someday. but for now, that is at the fucking bottom of my list. to be honest i dont think about it too much. i am just proud of myself that i am building my own life with my own friends and staying busy. i have endless possibilities from this point. i can take my life in any direction! thats really exciting, actually. i just have to focus on my rebirth instead of the death of my old life.
clean my house
get some rest
discern who my real friends are
eat
stop smoking
go on a bike ride
try and make it up to him
stop cutting my hair
find some one to play music with
figure out some way to still hate you but move on
i dont think that last one will work. i think im just going to have to forgive you someday. but for now, that is at the fucking bottom of my list. to be honest i dont think about it too much. i am just proud of myself that i am building my own life with my own friends and staying busy. i have endless possibilities from this point. i can take my life in any direction! thats really exciting, actually. i just have to focus on my rebirth instead of the death of my old life.