This is me for forever
This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass
This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything
My flower
Withered between
The pages two and three
The once and forever bloom gone with my sins
Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name for evermore
Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name for evermore
Nemo my name for evermore
~+~+~+~
*Sighs, then vaguely remembers this song being on my playlist when I was writing Awakening* Once more, this song reaches me. This entry may sound dramatic and emo, but I don't really care if it does. I've realized a pain today that I thought would be unable to touch me, but it doesn't matter anymore anyway.
I was so certain, so amazingly drop-dead certain and full of hope...and, of course, my feelings and instincts were all wrong once again. I was, without a doubt, 10,000% positive of things, and I'd never felt that way before. I'd finally let my heart reopen, moreso than it ever had in my life.
It's time to put the iron cage around it again...for life. With a heavy-duty padlock. I can't do this again. If you catch me unlocking my heart again, just whack me with a clue-by-four and put me out of my idiot misery.
Yeah. And I haven't heard from him in a solid month today, and I haven't seen him in about six weeks. I know I never will again, and I don't even know what I did wrong. I wish I knew what I keep doing wrong to chase the right males away.
[/end emo session]
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass
This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything
My flower
Withered between
The pages two and three
The once and forever bloom gone with my sins
Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name for evermore
Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name for evermore
Nemo my name for evermore
~+~+~+~
*Sighs, then vaguely remembers this song being on my playlist when I was writing Awakening* Once more, this song reaches me. This entry may sound dramatic and emo, but I don't really care if it does. I've realized a pain today that I thought would be unable to touch me, but it doesn't matter anymore anyway.
I was so certain, so amazingly drop-dead certain and full of hope...and, of course, my feelings and instincts were all wrong once again. I was, without a doubt, 10,000% positive of things, and I'd never felt that way before. I'd finally let my heart reopen, moreso than it ever had in my life.
It's time to put the iron cage around it again...for life. With a heavy-duty padlock. I can't do this again. If you catch me unlocking my heart again, just whack me with a clue-by-four and put me out of my idiot misery.
Yeah. And I haven't heard from him in a solid month today, and I haven't seen him in about six weeks. I know I never will again, and I don't even know what I did wrong. I wish I knew what I keep doing wrong to chase the right males away.
[/end emo session]