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Nikkol thinks I make a cute blonde. Amanda wants to do my hair, and even if it means doing it light brown and putting in lighter highlights, then I'm all for it. She said, "After all, if you hate it, the worst we can do is dye it back to your natural colour. Big deal, right?" xD
I was at Debbie's today for a bbq Susan was having. It was really nice. The leaves are changing really fast, and the pearly grey sky and quiet cricket chirps made me really get that autumny feeling that really inspires me and makes me feel tranquil. But it also gave me a very solemn feeling, knowing that I wasn't home to experience autumn again with Trevor.
I'm not doing very well. Some days I forget to change clothes, sometimes I forget to eat, sometimes I sleep all day and night, some nights I don't sleep at all. I don't know what it is. Amanda took one look at me and said I'm falling deeper into depression and need to be brought out of it... how could she know that just by looking at me? Is it that obvious? But she's changed since she visited Azurae...in a profound way I can't explain. She's very mellow and has this inner glow that just lights her up. She's going to help me begin meditations and stuff like that...I'm not going to get into all of that just yet...maybe soon I'll make a nice long detailed entry about that stuff :)
Debbie's crocheting medicine bags. Here's my medicine bag & my amethyst that I got at church last week. We're going to Dixie Caverns next week after church to pick up some beautiful healing stones for 50 cents each, so I have to make a list of the stones I need to get :)
More tomorrow, too distracted and I need to go to bed!
I was at Debbie's today for a bbq Susan was having. It was really nice. The leaves are changing really fast, and the pearly grey sky and quiet cricket chirps made me really get that autumny feeling that really inspires me and makes me feel tranquil. But it also gave me a very solemn feeling, knowing that I wasn't home to experience autumn again with Trevor.
I'm not doing very well. Some days I forget to change clothes, sometimes I forget to eat, sometimes I sleep all day and night, some nights I don't sleep at all. I don't know what it is. Amanda took one look at me and said I'm falling deeper into depression and need to be brought out of it... how could she know that just by looking at me? Is it that obvious? But she's changed since she visited Azurae...in a profound way I can't explain. She's very mellow and has this inner glow that just lights her up. She's going to help me begin meditations and stuff like that...I'm not going to get into all of that just yet...maybe soon I'll make a nice long detailed entry about that stuff :)
Debbie's crocheting medicine bags. Here's my medicine bag & my amethyst that I got at church last week. We're going to Dixie Caverns next week after church to pick up some beautiful healing stones for 50 cents each, so I have to make a list of the stones I need to get :)
More tomorrow, too distracted and I need to go to bed!