Sep 05, 2005 00:58
Wow. Long time no write. Ummm. I started school. I'm entirely lonely. Atleast...when I'm at school. UB is HUGE. When you're there...you're just a face among a crowd. No one knows who you are...no one cares. You're just there for the sole purpose of showing up to class. And in class...you're nothing too. Because when you're in class you're among a couple of hundred faces as well. It's just overwhelming. And when I'm "enjoying" the freedom of not being in class...I'm working. And what little time is left after those two activities ...are spent with the man I intend on marrying when all is said and done. So...my future is looking very progressive right now. But, going to this school to get a degree in education is going to take a lot of time and patience...I hope I'm up for it. And for right now...Matt and I need an apartment... and we need it bad. So we're on the search. I've been thinking a lot about my mom lately.
A lot about everyone who I wish I had more time for...all of the friends that mean the world to me...I want to show them how much I care but I need TIME.
Also, I've been thinking about getting another tattoo...but I can't think of what quote I want to get tattooed on my lower back...any ideas?? I'm looking for a meaningful quote...possibly from a book...or....well you tell me.
Oh and hence the lonliness I'm feeling...if you're a friend...old or new...and you miss me...leave me a comment and let me know. It'll probably make my day...or...week....or however long my mind allows me to hold onto any concept of joy or hope. Leave some love.
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