Jan 23, 2010 17:43
It's strange, how easily a person is twisted like the tides, paradigm. A peaceful wave of a day reigns over a sudden stage. A man can realize so much about the universe and his place or part in it all only to, in a heart beat, be utterly broken in the next moment. In a sense, when human kind thinks it understands the world around it or even human kind itself, cataclysm will shake the ideas away and retaliate with a disappointing emptiness.
I looked in a window under light today and saw a lion in my shadow. Is that me? The devil? An illusion? What I want to become? Or is it what I'm becoming? I'm learning the definition of loyalty and pushing away from obedience. I am furious tonight. Crushing fury I haven't felt in a long time. It is not a new feeling, but it is one I didn't think I'd encounter for a long time, at least. In the same sense as before, I've been fooling myself for so long. Don't you dare speak my name. A hungry lion never lets a meal go, after all.