Arg

May 29, 2002 20:10

My fish have begun to die. This may be because the Ph is too high. This may be because they hate me, and they'd rather die than be around me. Stupid fish. I went to get stuff to make the ph go down, and I saw all the birds and I really wanted to get one. But I'm already killing my pets and I can't go and get more pets every time I'm sad. And I'd be much sadder if the bird died than if my fish die.

I am so lonely. There's nobody here and I don't know how to go to other people. I'm even scared to ask Jon if he wants to hang out some time. And I said I'd go out with the internet guy even though I don't want to date him because then I'd have something to do. The last thing I need is a clingy internet guy that I don't like but won't tell to go away because there's nobody else for me to be with. I want all my friends to come back to Claremont right now.
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