Nov 16, 2004 17:23
Im confused, ive found something im not used to. Almost like im welcome now, something is different. People talk to me now, like they actually value my opinion, like i have something smart to say, never had that before. For all my life i felt so one sided, trying to make myself appealing to others and wanted around.
Why now?
What has changed?
Im not really sure, friends that actually care.... its nice
I dont think i changed, so does that mean everyone else has? It feels odd, unnatural almost. Maybe cause ive never felt like people truely liked me, but thats changed. Its so odd.
Maybe im just some wierd loser. Who knows?
Tuesday is done, i dread the Friday
Hope everyone is well,
~D