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im working too much.
but not enough.
not enough to get by
but too much to have a life.
minimum wage.
really im not even minimum wage im just a server. and im going to get my 2nd job today
tattoo apointment saturday.. i finish out my right arm and hopefully some of my right leg.
on a serious note.
please god,
dont make me put anymore of my precious friends in the ground. maybe i should say this to you via prayer, or maybe i should have said this to you a long time ago... but i've lost too many due to a need of excape. please make them realize i cant go through it again. im not selfish, or at least im telling myself that. i wish to lose no more.
sometimes i wish i was a better person... and sometimes i realize how much i've been given. It may not have been as much as some others... but i will choose to live my life from now on.
i miss so many of my friends that i have left. some from richmond... who trully are my great friends.... i miss them almost every day. some i have around me... and i would do anything for them... as i believe they would for me. i cant tell them i miss them... not everyday. but i do, and i hope your protected.
i dont comment in this thing very often.
but for a long time i've wished i had something i've been missing. and sometimes now it seems like i never will. like im going to have to find something to fill that void i may never have. I would be good to her. i would give her anything with in my power... and i would protect her, and i would never let her down. although, i will never have her, but thats how it is. im accepting it.
but not enough.
not enough to get by
but too much to have a life.
minimum wage.
really im not even minimum wage im just a server. and im going to get my 2nd job today
tattoo apointment saturday.. i finish out my right arm and hopefully some of my right leg.
on a serious note.
please god,
dont make me put anymore of my precious friends in the ground. maybe i should say this to you via prayer, or maybe i should have said this to you a long time ago... but i've lost too many due to a need of excape. please make them realize i cant go through it again. im not selfish, or at least im telling myself that. i wish to lose no more.
sometimes i wish i was a better person... and sometimes i realize how much i've been given. It may not have been as much as some others... but i will choose to live my life from now on.
i miss so many of my friends that i have left. some from richmond... who trully are my great friends.... i miss them almost every day. some i have around me... and i would do anything for them... as i believe they would for me. i cant tell them i miss them... not everyday. but i do, and i hope your protected.
i dont comment in this thing very often.
but for a long time i've wished i had something i've been missing. and sometimes now it seems like i never will. like im going to have to find something to fill that void i may never have. I would be good to her. i would give her anything with in my power... and i would protect her, and i would never let her down. although, i will never have her, but thats how it is. im accepting it.